Never Ending Memories

Feelings

2011-05-18T22:19:00.000-07:00

I would very want to hold you close to me and tell you "I love you, dont leave me" .... but that would only make matters worse ... sigh ..... the nature of humans are selfish, wanting something at the cost of hurting others in the process. Im trying to be different, hence hurting myself always and hoping for others to be happy.

Dissapointed

2011-04-05T01:18:00.000-07:00

Wow, sometimes i wonder sia ... People are more concern on why u delete them on facebook rather then how are you at the moment =/ sigh ...

Will

2011-04-04T08:40:00.000-07:00

If anything were to happen to me , I have left my will in my laptop. Its right on the desktop which you guys wont miss. Eventhough my assets aint much, Ive distributed whatever i own in there. =)

Ignored

2011-03-20T09:19:00.001-07:00

I wonder ... nvm .. is nothing -.-

Being white sucks ~

2011-03-18T11:54:00.000-07:00

While trying to be good, you always try to put up a smile , keeping everything inside even when u have to repeatedly listen to things which both annoy and make you sad. Even worse is when ur repeatedly requested to anwser something which will make you sad ... No matter how , always u tot of whats best and pushed ur limits ... Eventually, your been pushed aside, wings broken and heart shattered. Its never easy to regain the believes which one once lost ... especially when the hopes were not measured by figures .... sigh ....

Valentines Day

2011-02-13T19:09:00.000-08:00

Every year , i spend this day hang out with friends, chatting and joking about other couples and rumors ... However, this year im shedding tears while hugging boink boink in my room ... Just dont feel like going out ... Sigh ....

Rainy Day

2011-02-02T08:42:00.000-08:00

EVenthough is Chinese New Year when people are celebrating and being happy, im here alone ... Sad and Depressed ... Crying every moment ..

Harsh Words

2011-01-29T09:15:00.000-08:00

Sigh , words are painful , indeed when u hear a person says , nobody wants me at also ... and u have endured such painful times for so long ...

Hard to hold it in

2011-01-27T08:13:00.000-08:00

It hurts such much thats is hard to hold all the feelings in ... I am also scared of falling asleep .... sigh ..

Importance

2011-01-14T10:37:00.000-08:00

I wonder am i even important anymore ... sigh .... always ignored and left out ....

Everytime i waited for hours, and when ur free u tell me u wanna sleep already .... sigh ... cant talk or play less a few minutes and spare me ?

Top 10 Ways of Getting Your Boyfriend To Marry You

2011-01-13T18:59:00.000-08:00

1. Have him meet your parents (100%)
2. Cook for him a lot (80.6%)
3. Tell him you want to get married by a certain age (73.8%)
4. Keep talking about the happy marriages your friends enjoy (57.3%)
5. Go to a “bridal fair” (44.7%) [an exhibition wedding held by marriage venues]
6. Propose (41.7%)
7. Talk about what you’d do after you have children (39.8%)
8. Go with him to look at rings (37.9%)
9. Go with him to look at furniture (34%)
10. Secretly enlist the aid of his parents (28.2%)

Sad > Happy

2011-01-12T23:17:00.000-08:00

People ask me why do i look moody or tired, all i could say is smile back and say should i be happy ?

Timing ?

2011-01-07T09:51:00.000-08:00

Always , when i wanted to be cared the most , i get ignored .... Maybe is just my timing is always at the worse of times. Always getting through it a forcing a smile eventually ....

Nothing to look forward to

2011-01-06T18:09:00.000-08:00

What i wanted was for u to fetch me, not by others ... Pity didnt take the hint ....

Lost

2011-01-05T17:34:00.000-08:00

I really dont wanna it to happen , but i also dont know how to make you happy .... What should i do ?

Sad

2011-01-05T11:00:00.000-08:00

Really wanting to call , but i wont ... You nid ur sleep for ur health aint too good.

Top 10 Cutest Girlfriend Traits

2010-12-15T07:42:00.000-08:00

1. She links arms with you
2. She makes you bento
3. She does her best to help out in your daily life
4. She asks “Do you love me?”
5. She always spends the weekend with you
6. She asks “What were you doing?” if you don’t see her for a day
7. She wants to accompany you everywhere
8. She cleans your room for you
9. She does her best to match her hobbies to yours
10. She’s jealous of your last girlfriend

Missing

2010-12-10T19:41:00.000-08:00

Im missing the times where i see a stupit smile bringing me my Mc Breakfast to me ...
Im missing embracing the soft and warmth and squeezing it tightly
Im missing the way u get me excited with ur cheekiness
Im missing the voice which is pulling back whenever im taking my leave
Im missing the moments of randomness where im been called
Im missing the sweet pitch of a dove
Im missing the way u lead me along
Im missing the closure infront of a big screen

Only wants to be loved

2010-12-03T18:16:00.000-08:00

Im alive

2010-09-27T11:35:00.000-07:00

Ill be updating soon ~ now abit too tired ~

Nitezzzzz

Dedicated to YOU

2010-08-13T11:01:00.000-07:00

There are negative effects of not getting enough sleep each night. Not getting enough sleep each night can lead to obesity, heart disease, and illnesses.

Research has proven that people who get less than seven hours of sleep each night are 30 percent more likely to be obese. Not getting enough sleep affects the flow of hormones that regulate hunger and satiety, which can cause a person to eat more. Sleepy people are also more likely to eat high-fat and high-calorie foods to give them energy.

Women that get less than five hours of sleep each night are more likely to develop hypertension, which is a leading cause of heart disease. When a person doesn’t get enough sleep, their body produces more stress hormones and other substances that would increase inflammation, which increases the risks of heart disease and stroke.

People that get less than five hours of sleep each night also have two and a half times the risk of getting diabetes when compared to people that sleep for seven or eight hours each night. Not getting enough of deep sleep decreases the ability to regulate blood-sugar levels.

People that are sleep deprived often feel cranky because that would make the amygdala, the part of the brain that process emotional events, to go into overdrive and the prefrontal cortex, the part of the brain that regulates reasoning, to become deactivated and this would make a person feel less stable than usual. Sleep deprivation makes the brain unable to put emotional experiences into context and produce rational responses.

Sleep deprivation affects how well the body fights infections and determines how well the body produces antibodies after a vaccination. While a person is sleeping, the body produces cytokines, chemicals that help the immune system fight off infection and disease.

For you ~

2010-07-17T09:06:00.001-07:00

To my dear porky,
I dedicate this to you,
Though it is simple,
It shows my love for you.

I want to tell you,
In words of my own,
Your the most precious person,
That ive ever known.

Your the most caring person,
That ive ever met,
Theres no one like you,
And that I can bet.

What attract me the most,
Is your sweet and kind touch,
Your a gift from heaven,
And i love you very much.

Sunday outing ~

2010-07-11T10:25:00.000-07:00

Went with dear and her frens whitney and ee chin to watch "The Backup Plan" in Mid Valley on Sunday. As usual , we arrived late ~ haha. Besides , it was a last minute plan anyway ~

After that , we had lunch at fish market , my 1st time @@" Ordered a seafood platter for 2 and shrimps on the rock. They food was quite good ~

Together ~

Being the model for shrimps ? xD

Thats her

Awww ~

more pictures in her phone ~ check her FB for those xP

Nite out with my family !

2010-07-11T10:13:00.000-07:00

Had a funny dinner with my sister and my brother in law the other day xP They came down to do their visa and i got invited over for dinner. Brought my dear along tat nite .

Janice and MJ aka Bro in Law ~

Me and dear

Together ~

Weekend Outing ~

2010-07-11T09:53:00.001-07:00

Its been along time folks ~ , went out with my dear yesterday. We had subway there, alittle bit of healthy food for a changed xP Headed to leasuire mall for lunch and had a hair treatment.

ooops ~

Later in the day , went to 1U to catch a movie , flirting scholar 2, which was a joke .... Im sure my IQ droped that very moment =.=" Had tea in tokyo G , she got poisoned the first time i took her there , and now keeps on pestering me for more >.< haha.
dun steal my food ~

After that, had her favorite hargendaze ice-cream, caramel and cookie flavour ~ i tell you , shes addicted to it !!!
The ice-cream is good eh ?

At nite , suppose to meet my uncle for dinner with his family which came back from canada , didnt see them in a long time d. Met them at Kelana Jaya King Crab restaurant xD

Her tense face

Smile ~

Relax bit ~

I think my blog has became twiter ~

2010-06-26T10:21:00.000-07:00

Im wondering ~ Do i actually look that young ? o.O seriously ~ not that im saying its bad =x

Im back ~

2010-06-07T07:41:00.000-07:00

But i dunno what to write =.="

well , college is getting tough ~

and i started something new ^^ which i wanted for a long time xD

Music ~

2010-05-02T08:38:00.001-07:00

One of my favorite anime music !!! Only my railgun !! They had so many version of it!

Normal version

Fluter version

+ violin

Piano version (give me 6 months xD)

Guitar version

Band

Orchestra

found this remix very interesting

My new Music ~

2010-04-30T14:08:00.000-07:00

Guese what i bought ?

Boa - Identity
SNSD - Oh !

=D ahaha , entry level audiophile here xP

and i got her !!!

yoona <3 !!!

VGL

2010-04-30T14:01:00.000-07:00

Sry for d late , couldnt find my data cabel xP well , heres a short picture update on VGL Malaysia 2010 , have to say , its worth every cent of d tickets xD really hope they come again next year ~

front seats xP

okay , maybe not so short after all xP but sorry for the dark pictures , it was supposingly a no flash only ... so i didnt on my flash for every shot ~

My workstation

2010-04-16T02:51:00.000-07:00

There is more then 10k worth of equipment here , but it looks a mess xD ahahahaha

Realy , Do i nid a title ? =.=

2010-04-16T02:49:00.000-07:00

The theme is , 6 man , 200 satay , 1 goal !!! Finish it ! xD

Participants are ~:
Jason
RS
Kevin
Alu
Juztea
Kiddy with Beibei

im not touching satay for the next 2 months =.="

Once in a blue moon ~

2010-04-16T02:43:00.000-07:00

Yo guys , its been awhile isnt it ? Haha , alot has happen lately , been quite buzy actually >_<
First of all , let me show you something ***

at genting =D

Okay yesterday, i can be said quite lucky because Norihiko Hibino , composer for Metal Gear Series soundtrack and many other famous tracks came to my college to give a speech. He was also here for the Video Games Live held this saturday which im going ^^ Too bad i didnt get to purchase his original CD that day because it was limited, but i managed to RIP d songs first xD

Tickets for saturday x_X

First time VGL coming to Malaysia , expecting alot from it for its a very big event over in the states ! Hope they will be coming yearly ~

Play Ghost Fight - Stick Figures - Games and Movies

2010-04-09T03:19:00.000-07:00

Play Ghost Fight - Stick Figures - Games and Movies

something great to share

Im going nuts xP

2010-04-01T21:16:00.000-07:00

My future car in september ~

nice ? =D

Kiddy 21th birthday party

2010-03-04T09:06:00.000-08:00

Well , since kiddy didnt write up on this , i might as well use it to my advantage xD
We planned a surprised party for Kiddy ~ Planner on Klang's side was banana and taikor .. We met them all in Aeon Bukit Tinggi to give kiddy a cake bashing time ~ in the end , we headed to sakea sushi for food ~ and PLAY TIME !!!

The bday boy ~

cheeeeseeee before caking ~

are you hungry kiddy ?

"Im so dead"

"Alrite , lets do it"

taikor help kiddy sapu 1 , chow time ~

didnt have time to be creative since it was last minute =.=

Stares at the cake ~

"wish me luck honey~"

making a wish

eat the candle xD

=.=?

thats the way banana !!!

its not that bad , is it ? xD

Valentines Day joke :D

2010-02-08T20:05:00.001-08:00

Dream ? Or Fate ?

2010-02-05T08:32:00.000-08:00

I awoke from something , early this morning ... Remembering it sooo clearly as if it was real unlike in the past ... I wished at that moment that i didnt woke , but its now the present. Eventhough it has repeatedly happen in the past, but the depth i felt today was different ...

Wee ~ mysterious eh ? haha. If I have nightmares tonite, i know who to find =x but i have to thank YOU , it was fun .

My DNA !!

2010-01-31T09:08:00.000-08:00

Took a test on my DNA , heres my result , lolx !!

The Killer motto:
"No enemy left standing!"
Description:
It's the thrill of the kill. Trophies are okay, but that momentary rush attained from besting an opponent is what it's all about.

People with high Killer scores prefer the player-versus-player aspect of any game more than anything offered by the environment. They relish the adrenaline and challenge of pitting themselves against real people. Not all Killers are gankers as some critics claim. While getting the jump on the unprepared for a quick kill is important fun for some Killers, many prefer group PvP and revel in a well executed team maneuver that blows away the opposing side.
Secondary influences
Killer Achievers pit themselves against PvE challenges as well--though often it's a means to an end. A KA often enjoys PvP that focuses on their skill as an individual contributor (duels, and so forth) as well as their personal position on competitive ladders and such.
Killer Socializers often seek out PvP in a game, but they are looking to socialize with and form alliances and teams with other players who are interested in doing the same. KS tend to seek out guilds or clans that organize formal PvP events, or work on group strategies and tactics.
Killer Explorers like to feel immersed in a virtual worlds and see themselves as a great villain or crusader within that world. They seek out challenges against other players, but they are going to find all the areas of that world. Trust an KE to know all the best ambush spots and sniper perches.

Animation

2009-12-30T19:50:00.000-08:00

Omg , its dead xD

Duno wt to post ~

I found this clip on youtube regarding touhou >_< if only i could make this clip , i could Ace my FYP easily =.=

enjoy

Area 51

2009-12-01T06:56:00.001-08:00

Yes !! Last thursday my lappy finally arrived !!! It was 10 days earlier then the "expected date" I took the day off and wait for it to come.
It came at morning 11.00 , both Ivan and Juztin rush back to Open Ceremony xD However , it came with screen flicker , hence i just send it back earlier.

Heres some pics for my M17x =) there is also unboxing video =D with my other gaming peripharals !!!

Came with SkyNet

The BOX !!!

The Alien XD

The Command Center =x

Playing with the colour

C my keyboard ?

Look at the boxes x_X

My mouse ^^

My cooler ^^

The Unboxing , credits to beibei

Running it , credits to beibei

IM WAITING

2009-12-01T05:29:00.000-08:00

This is for kiddy =D

uploading video ... slowly wait bah

watch this first

My Death Party

2009-11-07T14:53:00.000-08:00

Well , HomeFun celebrated my 20th birthday yesterday nite at saisaki. Although it was belated , but who cares ? xD We realy did sat through 5 hours in the restaurant , eating like hungry piranas. Well , im lazy to update pics. Pls go to kiddy's or beibei's blog for more pictures on what kinda food IM SUPPOSE TO EAT ><

EPITAPH OF TWILIGHT

2009-10-14T08:18:00.000-07:00

EPITAPH OF TWILIGHT
_________________________

Unknown where the Cursed Wave was born
After the stars doth cross the heavens
The sky in the East doth darken
And air doth fills with mourning.
From the chosen land beyond the forest,
A sign of the Wave is: Skeith, the Shadow of Death.
to drown all that stands.
Mirage of Deceit, Innis,
Betray all with the flawed image,
and did aid the Wave.
And by the Power of Magus,
a drop from the Wave doth reach the heavens,
and creates a new Wave.

With the Wave, Fidchell,
the power to tell the dark future,
hope darkens, sadness and dispair rule.
Gorre schemes the Pinnacle, and escape non can.
Tarvos still remains with more cruelty to punish and destroy.
And with the turbulent destruction after the Wave.
Only a void remains.
From deep within the void arrives Corbenik.

Yet to return, the shadowed one.
Who quests foe the Twilight Dragon
Rumbles the Dark Hearth,
And Helba, Queen of the Dark, has raised finally her army.
Apeiron, King of Light, beckins...
At the base of the rainbow they meet.
Against the abominable "Wave," together they fight.
Alba's lake boils.
Light's great tree doth fall.
Power- all now to droplets turned in the temple of Arche Koeln.
Returns to nothing, this world of shadowless ones.
Never to return, the shadowless one.
Who quests for the Twilight Dragon.

The wife buffeted by "Waves" turns her back on the field.
The daughter that waited for the shadows repeated,
"For sure... For sure I can go home."
But the girl did not know...
The truth that waited her at the end of the journey
The eternal mourning of her land.

In the place of the calamitous, only life was known.
After the circling stars
When the eastern dark void, the air full of dispair
In the depths of the divided forest, in the land of Karma,

Riding fast on the path is Skeith
Bearing death's shadow, it eliminates all that seek to thwart it.
The Confusing Mirage, Innis
Decevies those that see it with illusions, rescues the waves

The wave soaring high, when its head is smashed,
A new wave will emerge
To become Mangus's power.
When questioning the wave,
Hope's light will be lost when he speaks of the dark future of where
sorrow and resignation reign.
Using Fiddlehiem's Technique

When engulfed by the Waves of Calamity, Gorre will plan
The sweet snare of conciliation is Macha
The Waves, an exceeding maelstrom
Nothing can escape

When you think you have escaped, Tarvos exists
To destroy those with his exceeding cruelty
Upon violent requital, only to remain is the void, the vacant darkness
is the harbinger that Corbenik is to appear.

-Emma Wielant

sadly she passed away before she could finish this ....

FINALY , NEW UPDATE !!!

2009-10-12T08:34:00.000-07:00

IM BACK , IM NOT DEAD !!!
By popular demand and also because i kena shoot by a certain someone , IM GONNA UPDATE IT !!!!

Ok, this is my update jor =D till next time folks =D

PS : next update when i get my lappy next week and also my die day =D

Back in KL

2009-09-29T10:07:00.000-07:00

Im back !!! yea i know im late afew days but ... Here i am right ?

I wont update much 2day = = abit tired and blur from nick's birthday party at his house xD so gud night ~ will be a full day 2morow , lets c what happens la xD

Im Not Dead

2009-09-24T00:23:00.000-07:00

Yea, as the title said, im still alive =p well , sorry for d shock for u guys i didnt come back on sunday. Took a flight straight back to Penang for health purpose. Will talk more when im back in KL with my own PC.

And guese what ? I lost 7kg within the past 2-3 months . Now im at a healthy 60kg , Yay if i wanted to lose weight =.= Call me for more info to how to lose weight =D its effective !!!

Like the stars,
Although far away,
Thou,
Always watching over you.

Erm, Hi ?

2009-09-15T12:18:00.000-07:00

Wee ~ Its been awhile since I last update xD Well , sorry folks but just didnt have d mood and tooooooooo LAZY xD Anyway there wont be much here also !! Lolx. Im off to Singapore later on the 8.50pm flight and coming back on sunday on d 10.30pm flight. Pray plane dont crash hor ~ and no H1N1 case >< Going Sg for GCA ^^ doubt will go detour much , but will make an affort to Sim Lim aka LowYat =D Might get afew goodies there . Hope 500sgd is enough for d stay ><

Ciaozzzzzz

Im going mad

2009-08-31T15:42:00.000-07:00

I wonder to myself , why am I awake at this hour =.= Ive been rolling on my bed since 1am till now which is like 5 hours yet I cant sleep -.- dotaing with chris lo ~ since he also sapngong sapngong awake xD later meeting at 10am , hope i am awake =.= cannot miss >< planner zzzz

darn it =.= my mouse wife kena house rabbit bite till .... finaly have a reason to change new mouse =_=" gotta visit lawyat soon - -

Do we need a title ??? =.="

2009-08-18T11:22:00.000-07:00

As i was digging up stuff on C76, i found some good piano scores on songs from Anime. I dled afew and showed my sis, and she says she can play it. Ill b waiting for her to play for me xD Shes gonna tackle "For Fruit Basket" opening theme for the anime FruitBasket which we both followed last time. However, d anime was quite short and story stopped halfway, get d manga if u guys are interested xD
I wonder how my sis will do against this dude =x

Heres a collection of 17 songs mashed up into 6 mins

This is for u Kiddy xD Learn from him, then mayb u can FCP d song =x

And also, d song which used to be my msg tone xD Dango Daikazoku from clannad !!! Drove my housemates up d wall last time xD Search for d vocal version and u know y =x personally i found d vocals cute xD But d music has a great impact >_<
Violin version

i nv knew it was so famous till there is an orchestra arrange =.="

and .. for such a touching song ... we present u..... d TRANCE VERSION !! TURN ON D MUSIC !!! seriously , i was shock >_<

Dont Say "Lazy"

2009-08-18T10:55:00.001-07:00

Well , i think this suits me alot , since im always Lazy to do anything xD Ending theme from K-on series which was a hit this year . Enjoy !

Piano Version

Back in Penang

2009-08-18T10:38:00.000-07:00

Was back in Penang for d weekend for my mums birthday. Well, it was nothing special, but i tot i just dropped by. Gonna take d morning bus back to KL 2morow. Did a few stuff here in penang including a new hair cut =.= Although im not happy with him cutting it soooo short ... at least d highlight is ok.

Its been sooo boring , nothing to READ and kill time that i reread my whole Harry Potter Series for d duno 20+ time ? These are rare occasions tat u find me with a book xD even my mum agrees with that =.="

Comiket 76 just ended in Japan , and it was a blast ! A new record for attendees. Well, internet is slow here, maybe 2morow or so i will update sum pics on C76

Heres a pic of a bento i found very cute ^^

G.A.M.E.S.

2009-08-02T09:35:00.000-07:00

We from the Games Development Course will be hosting G.A.M.E.S. formerly known as ICCG end of the year. Every year it has only been a days event in our college, BUT not this year. We are bringing it full scale this year, a 5 day convention in One World Hotel, OMG thats alot of work for us the organizing committee >_<. Well, 2morow will be the first meeting in like 3 months for me to attend =.= Hope i can wake up for it >_< 10am ... and ive been waking up pass noon these few weeks =.= Somebody HELP !!!!

For u guys who are wish to visit this event , feel free to drop me a pm xD

Hidden Forest

2009-08-01T15:24:00.000-07:00

We construct our days, bit by bit, tenday by tenday, year by year. Our lives take on a routine, and then we bemoan that routine. Predictability, its seems, is a double-edged blade of comfort and boredom. We long for it, we build it, and when we find it, we reject it.

Because while change is not always growth, growth is always rooted in change. A finished person, like a finished house, is a static thing. Pleasant, perhaps, or beautiful or admirable, but not for long exciting.

=== // === // ===

Not all people are possessed of such spirits. Some desire and cling to the comfort of the routine, to the surety that comes with the completion of life's details. On the smaller scale, they have become wedded to their daily routines. They become enamored of the predictability. They calm their restless souls in the confidence that they have found their place in the multiverse, that things are the way they should be, that there are no roads left to explore and no reason to wander.

On the larger scale, such people become fearful and resentful - sometimes to extremes that defy logic - of anyone or anything that intrudes on that construct. A societal change, a king's edict, an attitude shift in the neighbouring lands, even events that have nothing to do with them personally can set off a reaction of dissonance and fear.

=== // === // ===

Nay, they fear the change that I represented. My very presence in Sliverymoon infringed upon the construct of their lives, threatened the way things were supposed to be. Even though, of course, I posed no threat to them whatsoever.

That is the line we all straddle, between comfort and adventure. There are those who find satisfaction, even fulfillment, in the former, and there are those who are forever seeking.

=== // === // ===

I count myself among the other group, the seekers. Bruenor, too, obviously so, for he will ever be the discontented king. Catti-brie cannot be rooted. There is no sparkle in her eyes greater than the one she looks upon a new road. And even Regis, for all his complaints regarding the trails of the road, wanders and seeks and fights.

=== // === // ===

We are possessed of reason. We are possessed of generosity. We are possessed of sympathy and empathy. We have within us a better nature, and it is one that cannot be confined by the constructed walls of anything short of heaven itself. Within the very logic of that better nature, a perfect life cannot be found in a world that is imperfect.

So we dare to seek. So we dare to change. Even knowing that we will not get to 'heaven' in this life is no excuse to hide within the comfort of routine. For its in that seeking, in that continual desire to improve ourselves and to improve the world around us, that we walk the road of enlightenment, that we eventually can approach the gods with heads bowed in humility, but with confidence that we did their work, that we tried to lift ourselves and our world to their lofty standards, the image of the ideal.

~~~~

Obviously it was not written by me , my english aint that good =.="

Swt, why am I not sleeping yet at this hour "6.26am"

Inspired

2009-07-31T13:26:00.000-07:00

Short updated here, will update probably after I wake up later >_<

After running through some videos on youtube, I came across a very well made demo movie for a doujin "Shump"(Shoot Em Up). I had also planned earlier that i would be creating a Doujin Shump for my FYP and that video inspired me to create a demo for my game as well..

Great Music
Great Character Design
Great Bullet Pattern
But ... bad ingame graphic for a doujin game which was made by a group of people, lol

Weee , wake up , play game , sleep ~ ~ why did i come back so early =.="

Clannad After Story

2009-07-16T11:33:00.000-07:00

Just finished watching clannad after story yesterday , and i say ITS GREAT ! It made me rewatch clannad first season ><. Clannad season 1 was more to the laughing side eventhough there are parts of sadness. But After Story its realy touching ... yes there are parts that will make u laugh like a mad man, but the storyline and plot is simply just sooo touching >< made me shed tears througtout. A great anime by "Key". I guese there wont be a season 3 cause it would be meaningless then. Next i wanna watch Kanon and little buster >< both also "Key's" creation.

There aint many anime out there like clannad, seriously if u want a touching yet laughing anime. 2 thumbs up for it. Id also finished K-on earlier and the whole 13 episodes its laughing non stop xD check that out when you have d time.

Awaiting Nogizaka no mitsu season 2 and Shakugan no Shana season 3 later of the year

check them out !!

Quarantine >?

2009-07-11T00:33:00.000-07:00

Not sure what to update -.- nothing much interesting lately . Quarantine at home xD sick , fever , flu , tired =.= i wan my hamtaro ><

why bother updating such crap ~.~
maybe im bored xD

Wimbledon Finals 2009

2009-07-05T10:51:00.000-07:00

Just finished watching an epic finals in the 2009 Wimbledon Finals. Roger Federer beat Andy Roddick in a stunning 5 sets 5-7, 7-6 , 7-6, 3-6 , 14-12. Great tennis from both players. Federer could not break Andy's server for the first 4 and 1/2 hours. At last, Federer broke it and won his 5th Wimbledon title which gives him 15 grand slam titles, a new record from Pete Sampras 14 titles. If i had the chance and cash, i surely would have gone to watch >< Hope for the future =D

Coming back on the 24th this month
I can wait ^^

His Back !!!

2009-07-03T07:08:00.000-07:00

Weee, my buddie Jun Hong aka Doremon Aka TheRock aka Corrupted Prefect is on his way back to penang ! It has been a long time since i last saw him, Miss tat dude sia >< Later 11+ ill be going to fetch him from the station and we probably go for some chow ^^ and maybe dota ! xD Sadly i heard he cant stay long -.-, so i guese ill pull him out every night =x

bwahahahahaha !

im crazy xD

Dug up afew great pieces

2009-07-03T05:07:00.000-07:00

I found some very good pieces of touhou music rearranged in piano. The originals are all composed by ZUN creator of touhou, and this dude tatsuo arranged it in piano.

Sanae Kotiya's theme (Touhou 10 MoF Stage 5 boss) one of my favourite music in ZUN's collection
Faith Is For The Transient People

Candid Friend Practise

Walking The Streets Of A Former Hell

you guys can search more on youtube ^^ just search for "tatsuo5377"
these are all pieces from the touhou series
if this dude would to come perform in M'sia , i will sure go !!! xD

Touhou 10 MoF Finally Passed !!!

2009-07-02T10:54:00.000-07:00

On tuesday , Ive finally passed Touhou 10 Mountain Of Faith on Normal mode without any continues !!! Its like Finally i get to try out their extra stage ! I had 4 lifes at stage 6 >< and phew ! Her final spell card was just way to imba ! I hold my breath for the entire spell card -.- I cant upload my replay now cause i dont know how to xD but ill show you guys what stage 6 looks like ^^

This is Stage 6 on Normal Mode which i passed

This is Stage 6 on Lunatic Mode , his crazy, a perfect run (no bombs no death) ...

This is Extra Stage ... i cant even pass Miss Frogs 1st spell card -.-

darn it
i miss something
or
someone -.-

Bad Day

2009-06-25T06:43:00.000-07:00

Today , earlier after i came back from my tennis , when i was parking my car i saw a cat breathing very hard by the road side. It was laying sidewards. I greatly pity that creature for i suspect it was bang by a passing vechicle .... cruel people . The cat died 5 mins after that happen T_T god bless u kitty ...

Ok, enough tears shed . My mum helped me bought 2 tickets for transformers this sunday ^^ going with joey , some1 i met at GGC .. haha that would also be the first time ill be meeting him , hope his not gay la ><

what else to write leh ...

duno ..

lazy ...

tired ....

ciaozzz .....

Rainy Day

2009-06-24T03:17:00.000-07:00

My pc is now RIP !!! Deng !!! Who in Penang has windows vista CD with crack ?? I need T_T Now have to use my mums "SCHOOL" lappy which is soooo freaking slow ... And whats worse cannot MSN !!! I tried so many download links but it somehow blocks the download of a Messanger ... WT* IS THIS !!!

Well, to my mates at KL , beware and take care nowadays . 4 schools have closed down and they are quite near your housing area >< i dont wanna visit you at the hospital hor ~ ~" although fatality is low , but its still fatal ...

Well, i did my part , now its ur turn to do yours =x

Signing out ~

AppleHamster

Back In Penang

2009-06-18T10:47:00.000-07:00

Yo ~ Sry that I didnt update anything sooner ~ Was either buzy , no mood or just plain lazy xD Ive been back in Penang for i think 3 weeks d , with my Rig which is great ! But sadly, its kinda boring staring at the screen all day =.=

Well, i hooked up with my coaches and was playing tennis everyday back here >< full of body achs and strains i can tell you since ive stoped for 2 years ... And , they said "no one can deny you auditioning for a role in Twilight without makeup" =.= screw u guys ! Well , ill be taking part in the Penang Close in a few weeks time *forces to by my coaches* so i guese ill b a clown on that day >< strokes are back , but lost my power =.=" darn im getting old ><

I have a big apology to my KL mates for not being able to attend the 2009 summer sdo torney last weak >< Sorry ya. There were some inconvinience involve and i seriously killed my right hand during tennis , cant move it without hurting myself , lolz x_X Well , there is next year rite ? ^^"

Annoymous : when are you coming back KL ?
Me : when there is a reason for me to ~
Annoymous : =.=
Me : Realy mah !

Hmm, guese ill b stoping here ~ ~ pasta sounds nice at this hour ! ill make some =D hungry >< Sry but i forgot to pack my data cabel , so there wont be pictures for the moment ><

Till next time ~
Never Give Up =D

'The Tooot"

2009-05-29T03:55:00.001-07:00

Today, i will share with u all a secret technique which can be used on Kiddy. It is called, "The Tooot" . Basically, u just go beside him , point out 1 finger and poke with a tooot sound at his side. The expression on his face is pricesless xD yesterday, me and bei bei was "Toooting" non stop in the car , should have taken kiddy on video >< it was a precious moment xD So, u guys can try it out =x

Ohya, has anyone seen kiddy with specs b4 ? =x wanna c ? Sure , later ba xD

If u never try, you would never know ,
Hence, don't be affraid, or you will stay stagnant forever.

Stupit Blog

2009-05-22T20:38:00.000-07:00

Wee ~ i woke up at 9.30am this morning !! 9.30 !!! Because somebody when crazy =x Sadly, non of my housemates belive i woke up, or rather they tot i as ussual didnt sleep =.= Wei , i where got so no life woo ??? Kiddy's facial expression was priceless d moment he saw me =x to bad i didnt rdy my camera.

Well, now im super bored home alone =.= Kiddy balik klang, ivan when out dating and alu go penang =.= wt to do leh ??? sum1 pls save me >< guese ill just update my blog and continueing sdoing and touhouing =_= ~

crap, didnt reach 250 limit -.-

Here is a bonus picture , enjoy it !!

dun get nightmares ar =x

Its been cloudy

2009-05-04T12:21:00.000-07:00

these few days, its been very cloudy and i reali wonder why ...

could it be cause im sick ?

or

assignment stress, not enough sleep ?

or

i F+ 2 subjects ?

or

i nv dota for so long liao ?

or

cuz ...

ill b glad if i survive till morning ^^"

Here's a bonus for u people xD

Rate them in his blog , ok ? =x

A bad day

2009-05-01T11:31:00.000-07:00

Wee, 3 days to my assignment due date !!! And i think im falling ill =_= great !! sick + blur + stress + worried + confused + pressure + tension = ????

what else to add ...

hmmm ...

09 13091919 200805 02122105 13151514

duno what i am writing myself -.-"
guese i sot jor ~.~"

Arthur's Birthday

2009-04-26T02:04:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, we celebrated our housemate's birthday afew days early at Jogoya. A total of 8 of us, Me, Kiddy, Bei Bei, Ivan, Geof, Rs, Kevin and Alu himself partied that night xD. We have already planned his birthday for about week, hence i can say it was quite successful in the fun part xD.

Nice ? Hehe , get back to it later =x

We arrived at star hill at 8.30 cause we thought d supper is at 9.00pm-2.00am. Manatau they potong stim change it to 9.45-12.00 -.- wth sia 2 hours not enough leh !!!! Anyhow, i have to say the environment is impresive.
Kiddys burst mode time xD

However, im abit dissapointed with the food .... quality and quantity not as expectations and what the hack is with the stupit "VIP ONLY" food =.= and their liquor's has been mixed with water -.- sienzzzz. But at least their oysters are fresh xD i was abit slow , could'nt get "Kiddy's method of eating osyter" -.-

Well, at 11.30 they came and shoo us out for closing time -.- so we had to wrap things up and bring out the cake =x

Well, we told our birthday boy to bring extra cloths , so u could just imagine his reaction xD

like wanna kill us sia , haha

Well we wanted to create a safe feeling for him, so we played him abit there xD Heres a short video =x

After that, me , rs , ivan and kevin rush back home to prepare for round 2. Kiddy took alu back slowly to give us time to prepare.

Now do you understand d reason for this cake ? =x

Heres a captured video xD

btw hor, why camera man also kena 1 ><

So, who else wan us to plan their birthday ? =D Omg , i think i have to escape out of country d ><

So, heres d birthday boy ~

RS , UR NEXT !!!!

Correct way of "Ice Cream Eating" by kiddy xD

2009-04-19T02:28:00.001-07:00

StarGate Worlds

2009-04-18T12:58:00.000-07:00

Ok, i just attended a "conference" regarding StarGate Worlds earlier during the night. I was expecting more to a "game" talk, but it ended up with a "business" talk =.=" Nvm that, for those who does not know what is StarGate, google for it, its a tv series which is darn popular , especially in the states. I wont go into detail bout the business part cause , im not interested ? xD

The game, which is a MMO(Massive Multiplayer Online) FPS or TPS i dunno cause from the trailer shown, the camera looked awkward ... and i guese it would suck if is in Third Person view , so lets hope its FPS la xD anyway, the game seems only average eventhough they did alot of boasting on how great the game would be. As a game designer, i would try out the game for research purposes xD

Why i say the game is on average ? Its trying to compete with giants out there like WOW but their USP aint Unique at all -.-
1) Dynamic Sound - who cares on how realistic the background music would be if your playing cs ? As long as you can see and hear bullets/footsteps , thats enough for a shooting game.
2) Dynamic graphics - yeah , no doubt this would be a good feature. Seriously good , with the usage of unreal engine 3. BUT !!! Thats only for now .. and they are talking about 10 years worth of survival. Good luck on that when cry engine 3 comes out =_= Still , i give credit for this for the current time xD
3) Dynamic lighting - wont talk much on this, none would understand what im writing here =_=
4) Dynamic technology - Defined by them as " Require Low Specs Computers To Play The Game With Such Good Specs" Yeah right , with unreal engine 3 running ? at least a RM2k pc of the current market to run it at 75% capacity =_="

For those people who wish to be investors , heres something i read up gamasutra. They creators of the game is still shortage on "fundings" and its hard for them to get it , even now at this stage. Also, FireFly there current publisher is sponcering them because no other publisher would, ad FireFly is still very new. Stay sharp for anything new.

Ok, overall a game cannot be totaly judge until you actualy played it. Im hoping kiddy can get me a beta account so i could have a proper overview of the game. Who knows, it might even beat Counter Strike when it is launched. Keep your fingers cross =x

I have a short video which i would upload tomorow if i have time , abit lazy now xD and i just ordered McD !!!

Nitez ~

Take Up Arms !!!

2009-04-04T09:09:00.000-07:00

It was a peaceful night , until ... an irritating buzz buzz noise broke the silence !!! We were invaded by something !!!

Ivan's weopens !!! Before the battle xD

Taking position !!!

Approaching the target !

FIRE !!!!!!

Victory is his ~

All that for this XD

and it goes out ~

Belive me , when we first saw that "thing" it realy shocked us for both its sound and shape. It didnt look anything common on the streets. Haha , lame nite isnt it ? =x
Thats it for now , planning a trip back pg with gang next week xD stay tune .

ACGC 09 !

2009-03-23T04:13:00.000-07:00

Its ACGC 09 !!! ( Animation Comic Games Convention) It was held in tropicana city mall on saturday and sunday. Sadly i could not attend on both days , but me , Geof and Rei when on saturday.

We arrived pass noon , and sadly we missed the group cosplay competition >< Once arrived at the site, i felt dissapointed abit cause i was expecting a bigger crowd. Doujinshi booths were set up at a corner. It was interesting to be able to view how they create their art work. Also, console games we every showcased also. The WII and PS3 were particularly popular with the crowd. Especially with the PS3's new game " Street Fighter 4" was a hit. The graphics ar superb !!! Now i also wan a PS3 xD as for the WII , it was funny , especially on the WII Feet which the crowd played games on. On the Xbox360, sadly it wasnt realy popular , but it had GTA 4 !!! Compared to us PC users which require heavy graphics and still lag , the 360 was smoooth like hell !!! Grrrr ! Beats my 9800gtx !!!

While waiting for the prize giving for the cosplay competition, we checked out the L4D competition area. There was a particular team which was way pro, totaly surprise me on the way they played the game ! Now im also training to beat their record xD Also, we walk around taking pics of d cosplayers , but sadly there arent many reali that many ... and not many were actually good ... but still , Good Effort !!!

Picture time xD

PS3 GTA 4 !!

Small kid playing GTA4 on the Xbox360 ! Gangster ><

Competition area

Doujinshi

Nintendo Wii area ^^

Goodies =D

Naruto and gang spotted =x

Sakura

Naruto

Shinobi

Gaara (by a girl o.O)

OMG !!!

Neil (abit 2 big kua -.-)

Hatsune Miku !!!!

erm ? duno xD

Loli~

Random pics

HmmHmm ? =x

A Fresh Start

2009-03-19T10:16:00.000-07:00

Yo everyone , is me and finally my blog is up ! This would be temporaly until i get my own site so bare with it for the moment. Its still abit of a mess, i would sort things out during the weekend. Am still new at it, few things to learn 2 >< oki, enough of that trash, ill share sumthing that ive learned yesterday. Well, our college Games Development course had an exclusive field trip to "Codemasters", a company who designs Games ! For those who doesnt know Codemasters, google it xD They have created some really awsome games which could be on par on the international standards and they are also my potential future. Their GM , Max, is 1 hack of a guy. You wont belive how he talks and acts ! He even said " I dun care if ur masterbating under ur desk as long as u deliver ur work at the end of the day". Imaging that in a conference room . Well, im very sry that i dun have pics to share during that day because everything is Private and Confidential. Enjoy this group picture at the end !

Max is the bald 1 =x

Oki , its a wraps for now ~ Heres a present for you guys who patiently waited for this site !
ooopppss =x