Being white sucks ~

While trying to be good, you always try to put up a smile , keeping everything inside even when u have to repeatedly listen to things which both annoy and make you sad. Even worse is when ur repeatedly requested to anwser something which will make you sad ... No matter how , always u tot of whats best and pushed ur limits ... Eventually, your been pushed aside, wings broken and heart shattered. Its never easy to regain the believes which one once lost ... especially when the hopes were not measured by figures .... sigh ....